Over the Past....

It's crazy to run into your past because you expect all of these emotions to come forth and readily prepare yourself to run. Yet that SO did not happen to me when I ran into my past last week. I felt no butterflies (in a bad way), no jitters, no shortness of breath, nothing. That was before I even entered the building. Now granted, I didn't know for sure that the past would even appear but I was prepared for it regardless. Once I was in the presence of the past, I can't even explain the emotions I felt. I guess if I had to sum it up in one word it would be NOTHING! Absolutely nothing. I mean I was a bit surprised that I truly felt nothing. In the midst of all that nothingness, I can't say that the "past" took it the same way. HAHAHAHAHA, karma always comes back around to bite you in the ASS. I feel nothing for the past but I am grateful to have experienced it. I learned that there were certain things I do not want to ever feel again and I also learned that love doesn't hurt! Not true love. So thank you the "past" for without you, I could never have been as strong as I am now and I never would have met a MAN that would change my life and prove that GOD does make the perfect mate for you. On the other hand, kiss my ass because all you'll ever have are the memories I left behind. On to the future......
M*