"Nutshell"

We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home

My gift of self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I can't be my own
I'd feel better dead

Sigh...............

At 38, I find myself wondering....do I only want certain things because they are no longer within my near reach or have I always wanted them all along?

Guess I'll never know.

*eM