"Lord if you hear me, you know that I’m coming to you sincerely, I need you near me, please feel me I’m sick and I need for you to heal me I’m lost and I’m looking for the real me, I’m tired and weary I haven’t been able to see things clearly and even though I know that you love me dearly I still get leery so where does that leave me? Lost and alone. Want to call God but it’s like I lost my phone everyday is a struggle as I juggle my problems need to let go and let God cus’ only he can solve em’. I’m tired of lying to myself thinking I can do it on my own but when I get left alone is when the Devil sneaks in, and creeps in, knocks on the door lightly, then peeks in and it’s usually around the weekend, that I get reckless and jump off the deep end
but keep your head to the sky......"